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I wanted to do another Kris gifset but in lieu with what is going on, I won’t do that one because it was more of a funny one. But I just wanted to make this to get my feelings out because for about two or three hours or however long I found out about this, I’ve been doing nothing but crying… and it doesn’t help that I’m listening to Junsu singing THSK songs at his concert the other day… yeah not helping.   I don’t think the gifset really captures anything that I write about but… anyway…

I am extremely sad about this whole Kris lawsuit. We don’t know for sure what will happen or what is going on completely but I’m only hoping good things. There’s been different things going around that Kris wants out or that he just wants to redo his contract(?). As much as it hurts me to say this, but whatever Kris decides to do — including leaving EXO if it comes to it — I will continue to support him like I’ve done with JYJ, Hangeng, and even Jay Park. Some may say that Kris is selfish but if we look back, he hasn’t been the happiest. 

I remember last year when he went “missing” and we found him in China, in Canada, back in China, then finally in Korea. That one/two months were the most stressful I’ve ever felt in a fandom I haven’t been in for very long. I didn’t think that I would cry nearly everyday until he came back and even then I cried… but I think since he came back, he wasn’t genuinely into being a idol. If we think about it, it must have been very hard for him, as well as the others who live so far from family, since we know how much he loves his mom and can’t even call her because he would cry. I know others will say how about Luhan? Lay? Tao? But let’s not compare. In general, it’s extremely hard for everyone, even the Korean members and people handle things differently.

Yes, they’ve trained for so long and probably should be prepared for the life they’ve chosen… but honestly, who could imagine their success in just two years? I probably should’ve thought so since they’re with SM but honestly I think came upon them so fast that their training didn’t prepare. They can prepare them about the fans, sasaengs, and even antis, but unless they’ve experienced it, I don’t think they could have fully grasped how to handle everything…especially with how their lives will now be different. Maybe Kris didn’t realize that and now it’s taking a toll on him. 

I rather have Kris be happy with what he is doing than staying or doing something he no longer had passion for. Happiness delight~ And for all we know, this is just to change something in his contract he wasn’t particularly happy about? I honestly don’t think he would leave EXO or leave behind the other M members… but that’s just me and if it happens… I’ll…we can manage and continue to support his decisions. Because remember that he is a human being and that comes first to being an idol. Human first, idol second. So with that…

Thank you Kris for two years with EXO (and hopefully more to come)
Thank you Kris for being duizhang for EXO M
Thank you Kris for being the 00 to Suho’s 1
Thank you Kris for making me smile/laugh
Thank you Kris for being you

♡ breathed: May 15, 2014 at 6:53 from yeolcomebaek© aerisosweet
filed under: EXO EXO-M Kris duizhang there will never be a goodbye for me
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